~21/2~

Finally Saturday arrived.. Today slp til 12.30 p.m.... Feeling so satisfied... ^^ Found a new song(gua..) yesterday.. 张杰-明天过后... Duno why but like de song..

Just now show my mom's customer de way to acc teacher's hse... Somehow refreshed de old times memory.. Those hapi, sad, naive and simple times...

Human brain is so great.. If it's a creation of God I bet dis is a very great creation.. But also a seed of destruction.. Thanks to dis great human brain, Earth will be doomed.. But I think I can say dat day should be after my life ends.. So I bet I won't care much about it..

My 012 is back.. Just reloaded.. Open back de msgs dat I sent n received yesterday.. I hv been gving out advises like I know a lot.. Asked myself a question.. What do I know? I don't even dare to love someone.. I don't even dare to think about letting go but I advised ppl to let go? What de heck.. I'm just 1 of de humans on Earth.. How small am I in dis universe.. What do I know.. I know nothing.. What I hv to do is to live until end of my life...

Sometimes I reli wonders.. Some ppl say, human beings are like clamps.. Each of they comes in pairs.. Their destiny is to find de other half of them.. But is it a must? I duno why must I find someone to suffer wif me or make myself suffer? Can't a human live by himself? Must them be in pairs? Someone says love is sweet.. Is it reali so? I'll never find an answer for dat.. I don't wanna be in love.. I hv had enough burdens.. I'm just a human being...

Today seems to be so -ve thinking.. But nevermind.. After all it's just a day in my life...

~Post~

Sigh.. Lately not much happened.. But always got some weird n hard to tell feeling..(of course not in love...) Everytime oso feel like posting.. But lazy.. Have to be more hardworking d.. Lately reali reali gained weight..(more to size...) But too lazy to keep fit.. N no motivation to do so... Sem break back to IDC.. Same feeling.. Stressed, bored, feel like dying... Not a hard job but not an easy job... Trust me.. Not as easy as it looks...

Previously I was fetching peoples(CheeWei,MingHui,BanHeng,MeeSheng,William) to work.. But not more for now.. Due to certain reason felt reali tired.. Not acting lan si but I dun reali nid those money from u all to drive to work... Atleast dun think like I'm earning money from u guys.. U respect ppl n ppl will respect u.. If we reali are close friends some ridiculous jokes MAYBE acceptable.. But come on.. We are reali alrdy NOT CLOSE..(as I remember we are not reali close friends..) Atleast I dun think so.. Tell u what.. How I hope I never know u(u-know-who) before.. But there is nothing called IF... So I can do nothing but leave it as a part of memory.. Miserable memory..

Enough of -ve things.. Actually back to work oso got some +ve effect de.. My interest to Eng is back.. Haha.. Somemore can brush up my language while making money.. Not bad not bad.. Gambateh ba KC... ^^

What else leh.. Hmm.. Can't remember d.. I'll be back when I remember back.. =P

~12-01-09~

Today duno why feel blur blur.. Morning fetch my mom go Sg. Wang buy her saloon de things.. Den fetch her back n I go TARC do ID card.. To make a temporary pass for exam nid to go 4 blocks.. Ok lo.. Suan.. Den reach 2nd blocks.. Call me go back at 3 p.m.. Lunch hour no people approve de form.. Ok lo.. Go make licence.. Reached JPJ.. Park.. While I was walking to de office, many men n women keep asking "Leng zai, wan do what? Come I help u do!"... I was thinking why should I let u help when I know u wan my money... Reached office door.. Crowded.. Den 1 uncle come by me.. Ask me same question.. Ask me go take form n queue number.. He help me do.. I somehow go n do what he asked me to do.. Den he help me to fill in de form.. Ask me go photocopy some documents.. GO in n wait.. N PAY HIM RM10~! U know what? I took out RM10 from pocket n gave him.. Den walk in.. Take a sit n wait.. Den I think.. Why will I pay RM10 for him to help fill in A FORM?!! Oh my god.. What happened to me.. Den I look back at de uncle.. He's stil waiting for waterfish outside.. Walau eh.. What power he has dat makes me follow what he said? =.= Or I'm just stupid... Holy sh*t.. Wasted my Rm10 just like dat.. Soon got my licence dat cost RM30.. Included de RM10 cheated by dat uncle.. Den back to coll to gao dim de temporary pass n ID card appliation.. After finished all den back home.. Today whole day like blur blur.. Sigh... Cheated just like dat.. How stupid am I... Curse dat uncle.. Find money like dat.. Careful while walking n driving.. Curse curse curse..... =.=

~无题~

Exam is round the corner.. Stil hving fun with Luna n Shaiya.. OMG.. Pushing myself to study but failed all de time.. Suddenly tot of my poor abandoned blog so.. Here i am blogging.. Saw so many updated post from all de friends.. Realized so many things happened in juz dis 11 days of 2009.. I cant tell why but i feel uneasy abt 2009.. Hope everything will be good soon.. Everything is stolen.. Going to remake everything.. But not so into it.. I duno why.. Everyone asking why u lost all ur documents but u act like not a prob.. I duno.. What de rush.. De policeman said no compound for late remake of documents.. So what's de rush.... Unless for the student ID card only.. Cuz hving exam soon.. People always say.. 有得就必有失.. But I wonder what I've got from dis.. Experience? Perhaps.. Last week didnt gather.. Miss u guys so much.. Sei lo.. So addicted to u all.. But very hapi to hv u all dis bunch of friends.. A bunch of true friends.. Memories with u guys are de sweet memories in my life.. But of cuz included some sour n bitter.. =P But reli thanks for being a part of my life.. Although dis is juz a life.. By the way.. I duno what's so great of a life.. People born.. Lives.. Dies.. What happened in his/her life is juz a part of memory of other people.. Who cares.. As for me.. I lives.. For family.. I wouldnt say its for myself because I never able to live for myself.. I was born in dis family so i hv de responsiblity to take care of everyone that i care.. But as my mom always says.. 没有人是欠你的.. 所以我也没有欠任何人.. But I know I am de eldest n i hv to do my job.. All those things like love.. Marriage.. Are too far for me.. Leave it alone.. I dont believe faith or something called 命中注定.. All dis nonsense is juz de result of one's decision n action.. Juz like I decided to walk out of the street.. A car's driver decided to drive into de street.. And crashed.. U call dis faith? Nonsense.. I duno people who dun believe in God are called what but dats who i am.. Why people juz like to push everything to God? Its ur life.. Come on.. U made de decision n let it be and say let de God decide.. Its so irresponsible.. I do think I hv enough number of people in my life.. 1 more mayb a burden.. I cant afford anymore burden.. People always say.. Love is sweet.. But dats wrong.. Like is sweet.. Love is long lasting.. If u think somehow u already dun love someone.. Sorry to say.. U nvr love him/her before.. U juz like him/her.. I like someone.. I like everyone.. But I hate to love someone.. I'm selfish but I cant afford anymore burden.. I already cant catch my breath with current burden.. Life is annoying.. But some event between it may make us feel its juz not so bad.. Hmm.. Dis post seems to be a long 1.. Hope de next 1 will appear soon.. Be right back.. =P

~X'Mas~

今年的圣诞节一点圣诞的气氛都没有…唯一可以看到的就是mall里面有些decoration罢了…有够闷…Eve那天知道Boon Han的教堂有庆典…十一里的教堂也有…但是今年真的没有那种心情去…所以选择了哪里都不去…由于今晚BBQ要有圣诞节的气氛，我们决定要穿红色衣和戴圣诞帽…但是我们都没有…所以昨晚就跟优优，差差，和理理去Jusco买…但是Jusco竟然没有卖！但是我们当然没那么容易就放弃…天生聪明的我就提议去pasar malam买…CP的夜市已经差不多要关完了…结果就坐理理车去到康乐夜市…到了那边看到的就只有CNY的装饰品…明天明明就是圣诞节…为什么一点X'Mas Eve的feel都没有的…但是…就因为我的一句，“我们要坚持到底！”，我们就从街头走，走，走~到街尾…最后真的被我们找到了！就在一个平平凡凡街尾的小档子里… =.= 然后我们一人买一个就回家了…但是差差不懂吃错什么药在车里竟然high了起来…开着窗口对着外面的人喊“Merry X'Mas!!”…有够=.=…但是看到他那么high，我也许也应该配合一下…所以我还是喊了一两句… =.=" 回到家在MSN聊一两句就睡了…累… Merry……X'Mas……

~22.12.08~

Sunway Lagoon!! 哈哈…第一次去Sunway Lagoon的感觉还不错…虽然用了不少钱，但是开心就好…照片懒惰放上来…你们应该都有了…所以…不用了吧…糟糕…好像太久没blog了…现在连自己都不懂自己在写些什么了…半桶水的华语…烂…算了…反正自己明白就好… =.=

~朋友~

朋友是很难得的…但是朋友绝对不是随口说说就算…有些人根本不把朋友当作一回事…有些呢就是选择性的挑选他的朋友…也有人说朋友是要来出卖的…但是无论那些人是怎样想，我只是想说现在的我很开心可以认识到你们（七大不）…不管未来会发生些什么事，我只需要这段回忆就够了…谢谢你们让我可以保留着这段开心的回忆…