~Boring~

Countdown 1 and half day to exam.. Feeling so boring at dis moment.. Why dun wan study? Dunno.. Just dun feel like studying.. 犯贱.. Sigh.. Suddenly thought of her.. Is dis so called missing? =="

~11/01/10~

Countdown 3 days to final.. Cannot allow myself to do bad in dis sem.. But stil not in study mood.. Sigh.. Dis is alrdy de final study sem.. After dis sem den go through internship den thr comes my Diploma cert.. =)

Lately hv been to BTR swimming pool to swim.. Ends up wif my aching arm muscle.. Waiting for de result to show up.. So called lose weight..

Last Wed happened to come home by bus.. When I'm waiting at de bus stop I saw an old lady carrying 2 BIG bags got down from bus den searched de rubbish bin for paper and cans.. If I'm me in de past yrs I will think why do ppl wan to do something like dat.. But my feeling at dat time is respect.. Atleast de old lady is working by her own effort.. Dis is MUCH BETTER than those beggars wif complete body but sitting by roadside asking for money.. They are so pathetic..

Now what should I do... Hmm...

~01/01/10~

1st day in 2010~! Wish everyone will have a good year.. Today woke up at 2+PM.. So tired.. Feel ill after Shogun yesterday.. May be reali like what MYew said.. I ate too much.. Whole day feel weird weird de.. Had a bad opening for dis year.. Hope de following will turn better.. Reaching 20 yrs old d.. Getting old.. Or may be getting mature will sound better.. =)

~Hi~

Everytime back here oso have to say I'm finally back.. So ==".. These few days have been very busy.. Now is better cause done most of them.. After finishing de law video, I found out dat I'm attracted to video editting d.. ><

3rd Dis is de date for my pre-event.. Things dun go smoothly but overall stil ok.. As dis event progress, the relationship among group mates got worse.. Everyone is fed up wif the attitude of someone.. But nothing can be done.. Bad leader is making things worse.. Yesterday heard someone said dat my leader is asking senior whether she can stop being our group leader.. But de senior rejected her request.. Everything is screwed up.. At first I thought dis event will be fun.. But up to now wat I can see is just ppl being annoyed, fed up, and babi.. But de event falls on 22nd and 23rd.. We shall see how dis event will be..

Internship at Pangkor Laut Resort.. Stil no reply from de management side.. Frankly speaking I reali wish to go.. But if failed oso ok la.. But atleast let us know de result faster la.. Waiting is annoying.. She promised to let us know by end of Nov.. Today is 5th Dis d.. Sigh.. Cant do anything.. Just wait and wait..

~05/11/09~

Walau eh.. My last post was on 26th Sept.. ==" Sorry to ppl who visit here everyday.. Accidently abandoned dis little space for more than a month.. I'm back.. ^^ 1 month+.. A lot of things happened.. But ppl told me dun look into de past.. So i leave it behind ba.. =P I WILL post de next time something happened.. So look forward for it ba.. =)

*So long time didnt post in Eng d.. So short de post oso type til stuck here and thr.. zz..

~Big sigh~

Hvnt been here for some time.. Busy or lazy watever la.. Sigh.. Lately been missing Lunarians' gatherings.. All this is due to my skin illness.. I know watever she did is for my good but is not dat ur intention is good meaning de whole idea is good.. Wat I wanna say is very simple.. I dun wanna lose my life just because of dis skin illness... But she just don get me.. To her wat is more important than my health.. So at de end I lost.. Lost because I'm someone's son.. Losing de freedom I once own and losing myself.. All de way up to today I've nvr ever feel tired of being a 'perfect' son.. Lately I‘m fatique.. It is so tiring to be a perfect son.. I am tired.. But so wat? I'm stil her son.. Forever.. I can do ntg but accept it and keep on disappointing her.. I reali cant believe a simple skin illness will ruin my life.. Now my wish everyday is for Feb 2010 to come faster.. Den I can once again escape from life for 3 months.. Tonite is Yuan's bd celebration.. Again I'm going to miss it.. Going to bed before 10 is wat I SHOULD do.. Can do ntg.. Only sigh.. Hope everything is gonna be fun.. Please enjoy urself...

~3/9/09~

今天是九月三号…明天就要开始大考了…我竟然还在这里blogging…唉…算了吧…我就是这样…这样才是我…每天只会说每个人的读书方式都不一样…我的方式就是临时抱佛脚…现在的我连临时抱佛脚的动力也没有…到时候成绩出了就会怕到要死…无聊…

最近的生活方式如旧…早上上网到中午做家务…晚上偶尔去喝茶…但是感觉上身边的朋友都变了…有的成熟了…有的陌生了…虽然说是正常的…但是突然的改变会让人难以适应…其实久而久之就会习惯了…就交给时间吧…

还是继续读书好了…再会了部落格…