Saturday, February 21, 2009

~21/2~

Finally Saturday arrived.. Today slp til 12.30 p.m.... Feeling so satisfied... ^^ Found a new song(gua..) yesterday.. 张杰-明天过后... Duno why but like de song..

Just now show my mom's customer de way to acc teacher's hse... Somehow refreshed de old times memory.. Those hapi, sad, naive and simple times...

Human brain is so great.. If it's a creation of God I bet dis is a very great creation.. But also a seed of destruction.. Thanks to dis great human brain, Earth will be doomed.. But I think I can say dat day should be after my life ends.. So I bet I won't care much about it..

My 012 is back.. Just reloaded.. Open back de msgs dat I sent n received yesterday.. I hv been gving out advises like I know a lot.. Asked myself a question.. What do I know? I don't even dare to love someone.. I don't even dare to think about letting go but I advised ppl to let go? What de heck.. I'm just 1 of de humans on Earth.. How small am I in dis universe.. What do I know.. I know nothing.. What I hv to do is to live until end of my life...

Sometimes I reli wonders.. Some ppl say, human beings are like clamps.. Each of they comes in pairs.. Their destiny is to find de other half of them.. But is it a must? I duno why must I find someone to suffer wif me or make myself suffer? Can't a human live by himself? Must them be in pairs? Someone says love is sweet.. Is it reali so? I'll never find an answer for dat.. I don't wanna be in love.. I hv had enough burdens.. I'm just a human being...

Today seems to be so -ve thinking.. But nevermind.. After all it's just a day in my life...

~Post~

Sigh.. Lately not much happened.. But always got some weird n hard to tell feeling..(of course not in love...) Everytime oso feel like posting.. But lazy.. Have to be more hardworking d.. Lately reali reali gained weight..(more to size...) But too lazy to keep fit.. N no motivation to do so... Sem break back to IDC.. Same feeling.. Stressed, bored, feel like dying... Not a hard job but not an easy job... Trust me.. Not as easy as it looks...

Previously I was fetching peoples(CheeWei,MingHui,BanHeng,MeeSheng,William) to work.. But not more for now.. Due to certain reason felt reali tired.. Not acting lan si but I dun reali nid those money from u all to drive to work... Atleast dun think like I'm earning money from u guys.. U respect ppl n ppl will respect u.. If we reali are close friends some ridiculous jokes MAYBE acceptable.. But come on.. We are reali alrdy NOT CLOSE..(as I remember we are not reali close friends..) Atleast I dun think so.. Tell u what.. How I hope I never know u(u-know-who) before.. But there is nothing called IF... So I can do nothing but leave it as a part of memory.. Miserable memory..

Enough of -ve things.. Actually back to work oso got some +ve effect de.. My interest to Eng is back.. Haha.. Somemore can brush up my language while making money.. Not bad not bad.. Gambateh ba KC... ^^

What else leh.. Hmm.. Can't remember d.. I'll be back when I remember back.. =P